PAINFUL

I really been hurt by u after u told me everythings..
I am sorry
~he is my brother or friend even though i am not at hometown now....

I dunno why u want to do this type of things again!!
WHY??
u give me a good explanation can mah??
ya, i can accept ur current explanation but u think i am stupid ar...
i know still got somethings thats been hidden....

PLS...dun lie me anymore...i juz wan my life to be simple but u dun try to hurt again and again....
forgive me for posted it here...
but i also wan to express my feelings out only...

After i cut ur handphone, i immediate find somebody to relax because i really not happy..
i afraid if i staying at home, dunno what stupid things will i do....

i dunno what u wan from me, but for me i really nothing that are worth for u....

If u really love me!!!
pls, kill me asap...tired facing this type of problem everytimes
 

memories

Today i am happy and sad at the same time...
why???
actually i also doe no....
because my friend was brought me go to play futsal with his friends at ktar
after i played with them, i found that my stamina was drop seriously...
i cant even run more than half and hours...
well
i am enjoying playing with them at that moment....
they remind actually i still got a basketball team at hometown...
i miss the days that we all trained basketball together, we play around in stadium...
i am happy because i recall back my memories but on the others hand, i sad because i cant gather with them in short run...
i am home sick now....i wanna go back hometown as fast as possible...
i wan play basketball with them and talk cock also...

i miss my teammate...
i miss the time that we counting the score after a basketball match..(win de la...haha)
i miss the time after training we go to watch movie at DP with wearing the basketball shirt....
i miss the time we drink beer together....

BUT
now, everything was remain zero...singapore, kl and kampar...when we could have a gathering....??

wish: alex yong (4), jeffrey tan(13), albert chai (8), ivan tan(12)  be an effective stylist in the future
        lam  gor (5), kelvin tan(10) all the best in ur coming STPM....
        ah mo(11), finish ur on job training soon, be an effective business man...
        panda tan (15) fast fast graduate from ur engineering course...
        bui eh( 7) dun always fighting v other ar, slow down ur speed v ur motorcycle....
        rain xiao yu (14) ....dun drink too many beer hope u can find ur job soon
        duck (9) faster find a suitable job la...i know u at singapore now, take care
        me (6), dun too stress, all the best in exam....
        nickey tan( training partner)good luck in singapore saloons, next time help me cut lor...haha...

Hope PHANTOM members all the best....^^

不好的开始

虽然我很就没有更新我的部落格~今天更新真的纯属消遣
这次真的是要从零开始了
因为我的quantitative technique 竟然拿了可怕的23 分。
伤心叻！！
虽然之前考完后就觉得自己的分数不会很高
但真的是晴天霹雳叻！！
不过。。算了
我从现在开始努力就可以了咯（positive thinking,haha^^）

我已经很久没有回家了，忽然间真的很想家
家是个很舒服，很温馨的地方
毕竟有我的味道，哈哈
人家有酒是故乡浓；
我可以是“家有我才浓”
因为整个家就是我最吵，我最乱
想必我妈妈也很怀念我这个坏孩子.....
我答应，我一得空我就回去。。。。

真的是回家万岁！！