2012

这将会是我今年的最后一个发表~~
在这个月份简直是烂爆了~~
喜欢上一个不该喜欢的人~~
生意上又亏钱了~~
功课又多，又要考试~~
真他妈的不得空
外加心情超不好的~~

你爷爷的~~
哈哈哈~~

那个女孩应该是我在最近几年看到最开朗的一个~~}
一个天真无邪的女孩~~
竟然被人玩得团团转~~
我们应该不能再往前了~~
应该只能原地搭步了~~
天真无邪的样貌
真不想她一直被别人欺负~~
好想好好的疼她~~
但似乎没有这个机会了~
她没法忘记那个他，我也不想勉强她~~
所以只希望她这样会获得更好的未来和快乐~~

对于她，有时不禁的流泪了~~
很久没谈恋爱了~~她一直给我希望
然后感觉后面做的事~~
狠狠地把我从天堂摔了下来~~
真的他妈的痛~~
放心，我会尊重你的，你还是把那些事说了出来~~
我会明白也会做人的~~
你的一切，做的一切很谢谢你~
对于你，我真的不知道要怎样做的更好才能把你的心拉回来~~
应该很难吧~~我很想一直保护着你~~
但我知道你不会领我的情的
会一直把我的好推给你的朋友~~~
在这复杂的情况下，我失去了方向~~
你的那一丁点的举动伤的我最深你知道吗~~
那份是我的爱，我的关怀
你明白吗？
你不能从那份痛走出来~~
我也无法把你从那份痛拉出来~~
不是你的错，我从来没生气你~~
或许是我没这个本事~~
你会找到一个有本事的人陪你的~~
毕竟在这现实的世界~~
相貌和金钱并重~~
那又很巧合的我两个都没有
只有一个可以被你伤的心~~
所以你所谓的迁就你就根本用不着嘛！！




对于某人
听了你一句话，让我流了那么多泪~~
我说了~~我勇敢的踩出那一步~~
我把勇敢都放在哪儿的那一瞬间
但我输了~~

不，我没输因为我放弃~~
为何要强逼她做自己不开心的事~~
她会不开心的你知道吗？“？”
我担心她把所有的事一直往自己心里埋~~
所以我不要看到他不开心~~
所以或许我不听你的，
放弃了，她会活得更开心对吧!!



本人很不舍得放弃那个机会~~
但机会永远留给那些珍惜的人~~
就当我不珍惜吧~~

谢谢你~~和那个某人~~

best regards,
anderson

Confict

its doesnt matter of how am i going to decide of my future
but the problem is i always lack of money when i need it urgently.
i fed up with the so called management within that XXX...
i have feel no confident on it...
i think is time to give up~~
but is that possible ??

i am in mad everyday~~
i am moody everyday~~
what should i do to cure it??
HELLO~~
i am tired larh...

14/11/2012

瞬间~~本人即将迈向21岁了~~
之从和你分开后，
忘了那份快乐~~
多了忧愁~~

为何周围发生的任何事
都足以让我回忆起我们那丁点回忆~~
在家人和朋友面前都可以很快乐~~
但我真的快乐吗？
意味着能安慰失恋的人就真的能从悲伤的阴影走出来吗！！
其实我不能~~
寻找着一个快乐的天使
把我从这“烟霾”当中跨越出来~~
从我有记忆以来~~
只有你能让我在自愿拍照的情况下微笑~~

因为只有你喜欢哪傻傻的微笑~~

你说过，只要我快乐你就会快乐~~
但现在我们换个角度想想~~
若现在的你很快乐，
我答应不再出现在你的生活即使现在没有~~
我会一直记着你的微笑和声音
直到有个人愿意为我唱歌~~
愿意陪伴着我~~
骂我~~
咬我~~
我从不比较
但不代表我能忘记~~

我做不到~~我等着那个天使出现
陪着我走下去~~因为bii我不懂可以再撑几久~~

两年了~~经历了其他感情~~
难道我真的不能忘了你吗？
我好辛苦~~

你最喜欢的照片~~我会一直保存着

25-09-2012

Blogging in the moody situation....
it is not the first time...it just an infinity
After i found there are some compression on my nerve roots|
plus all my brother went to oversea i have no entertain in hometown...
i have no mood no dream in this life....
only thing i have is get use and make my friends stay happy

recently, i knew one girl that are so similar with girl..
the ways she deliver her message the ways she talks with me....
the ways she smile...
its recall my memories all the sudden...
its not her fault..she dun even know who is that girl i was mentioned...
i miss that girl..
unluckily this girl i choose to leave her on the next day
because i promise myself before i wont ever chat with a stranger girl
that with boy friend...she is the one...
i just stay tuned for these days then i will leave a message and dissapear..
hahhaha...she praised me cute today,,,
WTH...am i cute??i dun think so but anyways thanks for ur praising ya...xD

all of sudden,,,i am missing girl now...
hope to c u one more times in my life...juz once alright...

however...nitez girl...
stay healthy and pretty,,,

31-08-2012

今天是我国庆日
原以为朋友约了我去mixx庆祝生日
我定能赴约但谁知我在学校等了朋友两个小时
买了票回到家，朋友都出发了
剩下的只是我的躯壳，带来了寂寞无奈

所以我猛玩电脑谁知
看见了你和我一起时你部落格的背景
想起你了

茗，bii 想你了~~
不管我怎样开始一段感情都好
都忘记不了你
两年，已经要两年了难道真的放不下？

还记得我送你的最后东西吗？
竟然是面和巧克力
还记得那时你要考试了，
我拿了给你然后不久就分手了

girl, bii changes a lot within this two years...
                              ***yes, seems like i become more playful nowadays but it just a shadow, its used to  hide my sadness and loneliness...i have no quarrel with mummy somemore, i trying to talk peacefully with her, its work sometimes....hahahhahahaha..happy right?? u arh...izzit still the same like to eat nasi goreng...its not healthy girl...take good care of yourself ok?? i focus my time on working, studying and playing...and now BII is Missing you Girl...***


爸爸说公公应该不行了，最多几天罢了~~
还记得我说过吗？他想看见你~~
但应该没有希望了~~

中秋节要到了
还记得我们间的相遇吗？？
对你，或许已经忘了但对我而言
刻骨铭心
对不起
两年前的中秋节委屈你了~~


还记得吗？我到现在还收着原封不动
girl 送给我最灿烂的笑容
这是一个摸得到的笑容
或许你过得很好现在但bii 没地方发泄了
只好回来老地方了~~
这里再也没有人看到我写的东西，
followers 都看不见
告诉你哦~~
有人告诉我说， 我精神压力很大
说我必须放松自己~~

我不要上载之前的照片了
因为你已名花有主

girl, bii  离开的那一天希望你知道了
可以在远方告诉我， “我通过你了”

好了，我想休息了~~
晚安girl~~

7181

ya..i knew that..
i am actually wasting ur money on study...
i study so hard and work so hard just because of the rubbish cert..
my CGPA not as good as you wish to be but at least i could score 3 pointer...
u say i am wasting ur money...
if i am working, u r sitting toyota CAMRY now right??
u scold me like this...u r trying to convince me stop my study indirectly...

once i found one job that is suitable for those unskilled workers then i will stop my study...
as u like~~
dun trying to hurt me indirectly, its pain...
its ridiculous whenever i came back to hometown..
i lost my direction and freedom...

NAH

do u all know what is SATU Malaysia....
dun ever try to racist...
we are equal in this country except for those bumiputra....
u can try without chinese purchasing power in the market....
u could even bankruptcy, i tell you...
dun ever look down chinese..as usual, we never look down on malay..
we still can be friend with malay, why dont you??
hahaha....because u kepala sudah rosak..brainless....
i dun like people posting or sharing something that are related with the racist...
we all are still alive in this peaceful country without war and natural disasters..
u should thanks to ur relevant religious.

let me announced something, everyone knew that siapa pukul dulu siapa salah...
hey, come on dun break the rules and regulations that being set by the government...
Dun be silly....i found some of the news or post that been shared in facebook is ridiculous....
come on, 21st century ad...

sorry

i had tried my best..
but u never know it...
no ones will know it...
still hesitation about my future,,,
road to success always on my hand...

good luck

1-2-2012

今天的日子很漂亮
但我的心情很不漂亮
很烦~~
在想如果我真的不再重友情的话会怎样？？
每次都是太顾朋友，自己弄到很狼狈~~
去了langkawi那天，如果我真的重友情的话
我肯定帮她挡，但现在的我慢慢在转变~~
对不起
不知道是怕她们醉还是我真的在转变~~
很乱~~

说真的，我真的很怕她们喝醉，她们女子叻~~
又同房~~怕人~~

我看我真的要一个人静一静`~~
看见别人可以随便的用钱
但我能吗？？
我不能，我想存钱买车~~
我要戒烟~~一定要~~

加油

干

看见了~~
累了~~
泪了~~
或许现在再也没有懂我的人~~
但我也不愿说~~


等吧~~最近察觉到病来了
毕竟我相信逃避不是好事~~
运动员的精神
不要轻言放弃，否则对不起自己~~
《MVP 情人》
如果有人问我说，要打比赛吗？练球吗？？
很想回答说：“好呀”
但我还能吗？？
kepong球队找我打友谊赛~~
我真的还能吗？？我敢吗？怕吗？