hard to make choice......

2010 is around the corner, i miss melaka.
I miss the feelings when we celebrated together at the Jonker Walk...
I cant go bek to Melaka this years because i HATE traffic jam
 it waste my time for PLAYING...
although my mum ask me to go back because i will be free for 3 days...
but i juz can tell her, i doe wan to go back this weekend
so SORRY...

ya, 2010 is around the corner but i doe no what should i do??
my huzmates ask me to go clubbing, my groupmates ask me to go The Lost World
or Penang for celebration....
i know clubbing is very "shuang", have many fun inside. it can let u enjoy when u are stress.
BUT
it spend a lot of money inside. >.<
 AND
Tambun The Lost World...
actually i wan to go de but i feel like too many people are going with u.
so that i not think that ur car can "fetch" so many people lo..
and add on i wan to join u all but doe no why i cant stop my feelings to think i go there for what..!!
is there wil make me feel happy ?
is there will make me feel relax?
i doe no , i really doe no.
actually, if i am not joining u also can go de arh..
nothing wrong de..
if u din join how about them wor..\
so pls think wisely before u take any action..^^

if go Penang, pls dun look at me, i wont join de..SORRY
i doe wan go too far for a celebration..
i know
is fantastic
is joyful
and is relax but for me i prefer stay at the Kampar.

recently, i am not happy..
i HATE myself...

at here,if i din join u all go to the New YEar...
1AM So0Rry..


p/s: sorry for any inconvenience cause..and i lazy to put color..
haiz..==

伤痕累累

好久不见，都不知彼之变得怎样了。
可能一路以来都是我做错了但这有什么用？到都来还是一场空。

之前是我不对，但都没办法，感觉来的时候都无法避免阿！！
宁可这样，那你还是讨厌我算了。
我不想再去想我们往后的日子将会是多么累和辛苦啊。
你还是放了我吧

我可以很绝很绝但人啊
往往都是输给自己的七情六欲。

对不起
我也是不想这样的！！
原谅我的无知
也原谅我的幼稚
原谅我的自私
原谅我
原谅我的过错。

对不起

xxx....

everything going to be finish soon. hope i can settle it ...

stay away from me "tiredness".

lazy to type out my feeling but until now i still doe no what i can for my else of my life...

sorry..nonsense

真的很久没来写自己的心情日记了。可能我懒惰吧。

蓝蓝的天空带来我们每天的新鲜感，有太阳就代表我们心中都有就会有曙光，我们才会对明天未来抱着希望。

如果有天我心中的太阳已经被摧毁了或灭了！

我还会是我吗？

我会变成怎么样？

最近，

我都对不起了很多人，可能他们觉得那不是一个问题可是往往人的观念是不同，

有些人可以很单纯

可是

有些人可以很成熟

有些人可以很幼稚

但

明天的明天还会一样的我吗？？

这永远将会埋没在我心中

因为 我永远都不能解决问题，我只会选择

逃避

可能我的心中就是那么脆弱

哪么小

那么简单

那么狭小

〉〉〉

我想起了很多事情

我觉得她没对不起我

或许从一开始我就不能喜欢他

因为我们

太

陌生了。

对不起

功课忙

压力来

金钱出

皮包空

很堕弱

很可怜。。。

死神，放了我好吗？

做个好人很难吗？

为何我就是提不起勇气放下 放下 放下。

我又真的很坏吗？

有谁能给我一个明确的答案，其实这都没有

对不起，健

sorry..