hard to make choice......

2010 is around the corner, i miss melaka.
I miss the feelings when we celebrated together at the Jonker Walk...
I cant go bek to Melaka this years because i HATE traffic jam
 it waste my time for PLAYING...
although my mum ask me to go back because i will be free for 3 days...
but i juz can tell her, i doe wan to go back this weekend
so SORRY...

ya, 2010 is around the corner but i doe no what should i do??
my huzmates ask me to go clubbing, my groupmates ask me to go The Lost World
or Penang for celebration....
i know clubbing is very "shuang", have many fun inside. it can let u enjoy when u are stress.
BUT
it spend a lot of money inside. >.<
 AND
Tambun The Lost World...
actually i wan to go de but i feel like too many people are going with u.
so that i not think that ur car can "fetch" so many people lo..
and add on i wan to join u all but doe no why i cant stop my feelings to think i go there for what..!!
is there wil make me feel happy ?
is there will make me feel relax?
i doe no , i really doe no.
actually, if i am not joining u also can go de arh..
nothing wrong de..
if u din join how about them wor..\
so pls think wisely before u take any action..^^

if go Penang, pls dun look at me, i wont join de..SORRY
i doe wan go too far for a celebration..
i know
is fantastic
is joyful
and is relax but for me i prefer stay at the Kampar.

recently, i am not happy..
i HATE myself...

at here,if i din join u all go to the New YEar...
1AM So0Rry..


p/s: sorry for any inconvenience cause..and i lazy to put color..
haiz..==