没机会了

我们的缘分只是到朋友那个阶段

有时有些东西都很难预测

其实我的好感老早就像流沙这般的一直往一边去。

但还是没有说出来因为我知道我们永远都不可能

但现在至少我们还是朋友

虽然从没表白过

因为有些东西收藏在心中也是很不错啊！！

我很enjoy这个感受

虽然很辛苦但正所谓：“习惯成自然”

哈哈

但有些东西注定是你的就是你的

若

不是你的；你放再大的努力也得不到那个自己心中的答案

我能明白我们中间的隔膜

所以我也不想去告诉任何人我的事

因为这个感觉我觉得很好

至少让我了解到很多东西

自知之明

应该是最适合用在我的身上吧！！

心中有什么东西，我再也不说了

但在这里，我只想说，我喜欢你，我喜欢你，我喜欢你，我喜欢你，我喜欢你，我喜欢你，

XXXX....

谢谢你带给我的勇气

好了，雨过天晴....

我是真的；对不起；我知道我不能喜欢你的。。因为我没有本钱

stupid

我有得罪你吗？
有必要那么说吗？

妈的，我错啦〉。。
仗着有钱为所欲为，
人的可以说是没有一个相似的地方
你有你的观点
我有我的
不能混为一谈....

够了，我是时候照清楚自己了

good morning...darling...^^

recently i am damn stupid...
for example, yesterday i sleep at 3.35am
but hor i doe no why wait until 5.30am juz sleep( coz very hot i wake up take out my shirt)
hahaha
long time never wake up without alarm coz at here is damn tired...
my life is complicated....

my try to changes a look and changes all the bad thing
but i doe no i cant control myself o not..
coz i know if this time failure i wont successs for the rest of my time....

i try very hard to do so, but whose know???
when i was sad, whose i gonna to tell??
why i wan to cry, who are sitting beside me???
it is scary and complicated in my uni life//
actually unni life is quite fantastic
but for me is damn stupid..(doe no why)

haiz...
yaya...i juz wana tell, i miss u
but i cant chat with u everyday.
s sorry....

lzay to type in the eatly morning
 later wan take my friend car go to car wash
and 12pm wan go for extra class....
am i a good students???

my fault...

lolz...
Friday when i came back from kampar, my brother go to fetch me i think should feel happy de
but suddenly my stomach very pain then i tell my brother rush back to home coz i gonna go toilet...
stupid...
doe no what happen to me recently..
after finish all those thing( "cleaning")
my mum was came back, then my sister tell her :"u c his nail".]
lolz,me direct get scold by my mum coz my nail got color add on is black and not 1 finger but is whole..
what the %%%, my mum was get angry then so do i...
i go to take the nail polisher from my sister then clean it asap/...shit><

after that, i go to consult doctor then hor" u lake of sleep and rest"...
said doctor....lolz, me study at there no choice mah...haiz...
but sometimes me stomach reali pain la. and i doe no why how can i vomit suddenly..
am i pregnant???haha..

saturday, my mum got a cal from my dad
out curiosity, my dad got also de same case v me..=vomit+stomach pain
am i bring "luck" to home, iasking myself..
actually i should go to c my grandmum de coz her hand ady broke..
so i have to postone it ntil tonight....

at noon, go out v my friend at dp...
damn, many people....wait a parking also need to wait 10 min..
stupid la..i also doe no why i wan to wait there....

after that, go to my grandmum home when i finished buying...coz not enough buy..to be continue next time
when i reach my grandmum,
waseh, my cousin say me like gengster
my very very big big( my aunt de daughter and her ady got son) de cousin, she say me very cool and will get married soon..
actually not me doe wan talk is me lazy to talk...
then they say "wah, ur hair very long hor"?
for me, i not think that is long enough lo, i wan very very long...
so that i can chanegs hair style..
haha..
shuang..^^
but today is damn many people, CNY also not so many...
every people come bak from different place for visit my grandmum...
u cc, actually good people got many people caring and like de...
that feel so good...hehe..
today come back de got my 大姨，五姨，大舅，三舅 五舅。。that house ady full liao...and damn many poepl liao got all of them bring son la...bring son de son la...too many....around 50 people....
i think if CNY all of them come back together sure more than 100 de...haiz...
why so many people de???
got angpau but hor too many people hard to communicate..
sienz la...

OK la...doe wan write liao... wan c MU liao... c next time...
bb..muacks

sorry

i think we doe have the chance to stick together anymore...
thank for chatting with me this few day
i feel very happy although the time is short...
i doe no what is ur feeling
but
if i really say something that make u uneasy
i am sorry...

anyways, i hope u can take care urself...

and dear to my friend, all can get with flying color, so do i...^^

过分

昨晚听了一段话让我觉得这世界就是这样不公平
其实
我真的真的很生气
但我还是压抑着自己的情绪

人有必要那么现实吗？
大学生活有很多种人
难道不能将心比心吗？
如果这样那我宁可不认识人，让自己绑在一个范围里
好让自己不会犯错认识其他人

其实这样真的很伤心
表面看其实都没什么但私底下太过分了
我看还是算了
我没有那么大的头就不会戴这么大的帽

简直〉〉〉〉
太荒谬了

算了，不想写了

ps:我要你们错！！！

HaPpY Vs SaDn3sS

昨天的我享受了我人生中

第三次叛逆

有时觉得自己有点过分

但总是不懂如何去找回以前的我？！

读书读到很压力去“减压”真的对我有帮助吗？

我觉得在某些方面是有啦，但对我而言压力还一直存在

昨天在怡保玩乐整天真的觉得很爽，

我很开心

虽然要担心这个担心那个但老实说昨天很想“大哭”把不愉快的心情给发泄

但这样做的话，我就觉得自己很脆弱

况且

有些人还要我们的照顾，不能这样不负责任一走了之==

昨天差点做了人生最错的一个决定：

对于那些人，

真的是感到非常抱歉；在此

我想说声“对不起”

不过事情过的还算不错但是经过这次真的以后要好好照顾自己哦！！

虽然大家都大了

但我觉得其实都没什么的〉〉

我想了很久，到底怎样才可以帮我XX，

但总是都不成功，

我不明白我自己在做什么

因为

我觉得我太过分了

间接中

影响了很多人

这样真的太缺德了。

好希望好希望好希望好希望

自己能给自己找到一个很好的解决方案

因为我知道我错了

我希望拜一一切从新开始

给个机会我吧！可能这次我真的能了

加油