i am sorry

S= him
 will use to represent that person

此刻的我真的睡不着，
原本我不知道发生什么事为何那么多人不开心的~~
但junhou问我东西后，我就知道了~~

首先，我想说声对不起
因为如果我听junhou说买一支就没事~~
是我自作主张买了两支

TO: ron, justin, wei yee, darren and mei yeng
i am so sorry that happened this scenario...
i swear, i just c S hug all the girl excluding carmen and dolly...
i din say anything because S hug justin as well...
i thought he wan to console all drunker to sleep at that time..
by the way, is out of my expectation...sorry..
although i feel curious why S always ask us to go out from the room but i still keep silent at that time...
and i know carmen was inside the room it will not happen anything...

sorry, is my mistake...i keep myself awake and not to get drunk because i wanna clean all those rubbish... and i feel scary...
i know u all know that what S told me when smoking together with me....

i am not wan to explain anything...i an here to say sorry to u all...


me= anderson lee wei chieng promised that i will not bring any alcohol along while we go for trip...


weiyee: i think u know why ady what i told u not to drink alcohol anymore and ask u those weird question while we coming back to gombak...
meiyeng: i really dunno this things happened on u too...for u, i am so sorry....

cry

Time goes so fast…

Money makes world turn around…

I am totally disappointed and hurt…

Feels wanna cry loudly…

While refers back to my contact lists it just a joke…

I cant even find one people to chat with me…

I found one girls that remind me and makes me recall back my memory...

 i should thanks her a lot....
feels wanna cry at this moment but who should i talk to??
maybe i am just like a girl...
but besides cry i dunno how to express my feeling....
play basketball??NO...i have compression on my nerve roots..cannot...
snooker??waste money...
find my friend to chat??they no time...
i am so sorry about this...

one people that important in my life before

BUENO....
christpy....
rocky....
junk food that u like to eat ever....we cannot be friend anymore...
i know u got new boy friend ady...that people is with my expectation...
so i not curious at all....
pls look at my condition just now....
u will surprise...

i understood ur feelings nowsaday but i am here to wish u have a better life in the future...
wcm: sorry what i did before, i cant even forgive myself now..i found it ridiculous that i am so childish while making that rubbish decision...
u not need escaping me anymore...
pls love urself much ok??
maybe one day i will not around anymore...anderson will leave forever....

~.~

everything is my fault...
although i feels very tired while everything is happening....
i know sometimes is not my fault but i  still choose to say sorry first
becoz i appreciate our relationship wish to last longer....
definitely, i love you...
seriously, tired ady

LAST

today is my last day to wish u here....
wish u all the best on ur exam....good luck....bb....

memories

best memories between us...

11march 2011

i was angry and upset what my mum did on me...
i know she stay away from my friends
due to they are working not studying..it might influence you...
Seriously, i like to hang out with friends everyday night...
but i have no choice because they working what...

For me,

NO MORE REBELLIOUS

NO MORE CHILDISH

Try not to use this two fucking words on me...
Damn hate it~~

At least i know i done my things before i hang out with them...
is they any wrong??
Feels don't want to back hometown anymore...
whats the different between KL and Melaka??
KL-Alone,FB, watch PPS
Melaka- Alone, FB ,watch PPS
Opps, ya i know the differences...i may easily get scold from my mum....

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Minn:

i miss the day we been together...
smile, play and hang out together...
LIES is behind my smile...
i lying myself everyday...
u cant help me anymore...
i am the FOOL crying everyday...
i am an IDIOT tolerate with ur busy life...
~~~which is no phone call....
i am the freaky STUPID guys miss u everyday...

For me, there are nothing...
when the day we have been together,
i knew that no more puppy love in my life
because i found my TRUE LOVE
and that Is YOU...

My lovely MINN...

well, all the best in your final...
jiayou^^