S.T.I.L.Y

我既然把你推给他~~
你说的时候‘，我泪流了~~
心痛了~~哈哈~~
原来我那么笨~~

原来我也笨到这种地步~~

E.M.Y.C

i like u but i cant stay beside u...
someone will better than me to help and love u...
i am not qualify yet...
i will be u thr when u needs me...
trust me...
sorry and have a nice day in ur coming future

Unpredictable and unexpected...

DUN EMO LORH...

它会“带领”你迈向衰老的境界
衰老不用紧，但会有心脏病
有心脏病也算了
它会让你有鱼尾纹
鱼尾纹也都罢。
你知道还会怎样吗？？
还会变丑耶~~
女生都爱美嘛~~

所以你肯定接受不到~~
你这样下去不单只有这些哦~~
剃度做尼姑的巴仙又上升了~~
这样不对哦~~

我知道我很多事但是呢~~还是希望你开心~~
认识你第一天就这样了~~
那我看我应该远离你了~~
这样你就会开心了~~

加油吧~~

当你接受不到一件事时，把它“们”当成你这一生中必须经过的

并当成一个转折点，或许你会开心吧~~


if not u may try write blog to express ur feeling...
i can see ur blog and i will not so free and boring everyday

well, wish u have a better tomorrow and today everyday...xD..cheers ^^

everday i suffling

Currently I am on my way to Melaka…

Suddenly my mind comes out with so many things either I am in LRT station or bus station…

I am keep thinking if I waste my money to buy those miscellaneous stuff like calvin klein perfume that costs RM320, Samsung galaxy s2 that cost around RM 1500…

although I am using my money to buy it…

All of sudden, I feels want to buy car rather than spending money on those “STUPID” stuff….i wish to get a toyota vios in advance but with my low income every month how could I sustain??

I doe wan use my family money anymore…I wish to contribute more effort on my work so that I can earn more…as I saw today newspaper, no matter surplus or shortage, government will not easily lower down the prices of the food….

firstly, I am mad while I am reading that articles….today the star….

I am fucking angry with that, this does not make sense… it is not reasonable, why during the economic crisis, government can easily increase the price but why cant lower than the price even not in economic crisis…..for me, Malaysia is full of darkness…in front the citizens said: satu Malaysia…but for me, in this country only satu colours…NAH..o0o…pissed off…..]

Based on the budget 2011, why our prime minister can increase the subsidy for the soldiers..malaysia facing the big obstacles now that need to war with CHINA,RUSSIA and USA??

Ok,fine…u increase ur pasal, why our daigor wanna reduced the subsidy for the education field for 30%?? fucking brainless…I tell u….

Unfortunately, I was born in this country…anyone can tell me why??

Although Malaysia dun have any natural disaster or war…but where is the democratic that we are looking or even waiting?? Ya we got the democratic but only for the MCA….

Can I know why the labor force in malaysia is SLIGHTLY higher than the Indian in malaysia??

Or this is freaky funny….

Argh….i have no idea how to proceed my pathway with this society and environment…..

I am suffering and thinking is that I could and have the ability or capability to sustain under this situation…

Definitely, I have no idea…

Can someone please guide me and correct me so that I can follow the best pathway…

By this, It recall me that a poem that studied in form 4 or 5..it names as “The Road Not Taken”….

According to my Chinese philosophy, 人生没有的回头…

It takes risk…

SCENE OF MEMORIES

This picture is during my secondary that joined a team name call kadet reporter for sin chew daily..i was the vice president for my on duty year,,,sweet memories

first gathering for the 20th kadet reporter for melaka branch sin chew daily reporter....red colour shirt that one is our president during on duty years...beside her is me and another one is vice president as well...wahaha....so i sit chairs..

following outing with my best friend and "younger sister"...she quite pretty actually....wahaha

my UTAR housemate in the year 2009-2010...haha..too boring so we take picture at that time...xD

one of my brother...this pic had been taken while we are celebrating my ex-ex girl friend birthday in port dickson..

seriously i like this hair colours so muchieee....auburn brown...love it so muchiieee...haha...xD...
this picture had been taken in penang hotel while brother's second trip...nice trip ever...

my brother that had met an accident last year 10-10-2010..when we coming back from penang we go UM and visit him as well as celebrate brithday with him...hope all the best for him^^...

although i had a ton of happy moment before but my mood is totally

i am sorry

S= him
 will use to represent that person

此刻的我真的睡不着，
原本我不知道发生什么事为何那么多人不开心的~~
但junhou问我东西后，我就知道了~~

首先，我想说声对不起
因为如果我听junhou说买一支就没事~~
是我自作主张买了两支

TO: ron, justin, wei yee, darren and mei yeng
i am so sorry that happened this scenario...
i swear, i just c S hug all the girl excluding carmen and dolly...
i din say anything because S hug justin as well...
i thought he wan to console all drunker to sleep at that time..
by the way, is out of my expectation...sorry..
although i feel curious why S always ask us to go out from the room but i still keep silent at that time...
and i know carmen was inside the room it will not happen anything...

sorry, is my mistake...i keep myself awake and not to get drunk because i wanna clean all those rubbish... and i feel scary...
i know u all know that what S told me when smoking together with me....

i am not wan to explain anything...i an here to say sorry to u all...


me= anderson lee wei chieng promised that i will not bring any alcohol along while we go for trip...


weiyee: i think u know why ady what i told u not to drink alcohol anymore and ask u those weird question while we coming back to gombak...
meiyeng: i really dunno this things happened on u too...for u, i am so sorry....

cry

Time goes so fast…

Money makes world turn around…

I am totally disappointed and hurt…

Feels wanna cry loudly…

While refers back to my contact lists it just a joke…

I cant even find one people to chat with me…

I found one girls that remind me and makes me recall back my memory...

 i should thanks her a lot....
feels wanna cry at this moment but who should i talk to??
maybe i am just like a girl...
but besides cry i dunno how to express my feeling....
play basketball??NO...i have compression on my nerve roots..cannot...
snooker??waste money...
find my friend to chat??they no time...
i am so sorry about this...