25-09-2012

Blogging in the moody situation....
it is not the first time...it just an infinity
After i found there are some compression on my nerve roots|
plus all my brother went to oversea i have no entertain in hometown...
i have no mood no dream in this life....
only thing i have is get use and make my friends stay happy

recently, i knew one girl that are so similar with girl..
the ways she deliver her message the ways she talks with me....
the ways she smile...
its recall my memories all the sudden...
its not her fault..she dun even know who is that girl i was mentioned...
i miss that girl..
unluckily this girl i choose to leave her on the next day
because i promise myself before i wont ever chat with a stranger girl
that with boy friend...she is the one...
i just stay tuned for these days then i will leave a message and dissapear..
hahhaha...she praised me cute today,,,
WTH...am i cute??i dun think so but anyways thanks for ur praising ya...xD

all of sudden,,,i am missing girl now...
hope to c u one more times in my life...juz once alright...

however...nitez girl...
stay healthy and pretty,,,

31-08-2012

今天是我国庆日
原以为朋友约了我去mixx庆祝生日
我定能赴约但谁知我在学校等了朋友两个小时
买了票回到家，朋友都出发了
剩下的只是我的躯壳，带来了寂寞无奈

所以我猛玩电脑谁知
看见了你和我一起时你部落格的背景
想起你了

茗，bii 想你了~~
不管我怎样开始一段感情都好
都忘记不了你
两年，已经要两年了难道真的放不下？

还记得我送你的最后东西吗？
竟然是面和巧克力
还记得那时你要考试了，
我拿了给你然后不久就分手了

girl, bii changes a lot within this two years...
                              ***yes, seems like i become more playful nowadays but it just a shadow, its used to  hide my sadness and loneliness...i have no quarrel with mummy somemore, i trying to talk peacefully with her, its work sometimes....hahahhahahaha..happy right?? u arh...izzit still the same like to eat nasi goreng...its not healthy girl...take good care of yourself ok?? i focus my time on working, studying and playing...and now BII is Missing you Girl...***


爸爸说公公应该不行了，最多几天罢了~~
还记得我说过吗？他想看见你~~
但应该没有希望了~~

中秋节要到了
还记得我们间的相遇吗？？
对你，或许已经忘了但对我而言
刻骨铭心
对不起
两年前的中秋节委屈你了~~


还记得吗？我到现在还收着原封不动
girl 送给我最灿烂的笑容
这是一个摸得到的笑容
或许你过得很好现在但bii 没地方发泄了
只好回来老地方了~~
这里再也没有人看到我写的东西，
followers 都看不见
告诉你哦~~
有人告诉我说， 我精神压力很大
说我必须放松自己~~

我不要上载之前的照片了
因为你已名花有主

girl, bii  离开的那一天希望你知道了
可以在远方告诉我， “我通过你了”

好了，我想休息了~~
晚安girl~~

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ya..i knew that..
i am actually wasting ur money on study...
i study so hard and work so hard just because of the rubbish cert..
my CGPA not as good as you wish to be but at least i could score 3 pointer...
u say i am wasting ur money...
if i am working, u r sitting toyota CAMRY now right??
u scold me like this...u r trying to convince me stop my study indirectly...

once i found one job that is suitable for those unskilled workers then i will stop my study...
as u like~~
dun trying to hurt me indirectly, its pain...
its ridiculous whenever i came back to hometown..
i lost my direction and freedom...

NAH

do u all know what is SATU Malaysia....
dun ever try to racist...
we are equal in this country except for those bumiputra....
u can try without chinese purchasing power in the market....
u could even bankruptcy, i tell you...
dun ever look down chinese..as usual, we never look down on malay..
we still can be friend with malay, why dont you??
hahaha....because u kepala sudah rosak..brainless....
i dun like people posting or sharing something that are related with the racist...
we all are still alive in this peaceful country without war and natural disasters..
u should thanks to ur relevant religious.

let me announced something, everyone knew that siapa pukul dulu siapa salah...
hey, come on dun break the rules and regulations that being set by the government...
Dun be silly....i found some of the news or post that been shared in facebook is ridiculous....
come on, 21st century ad...

sorry

i had tried my best..
but u never know it...
no ones will know it...
still hesitation about my future,,,
road to success always on my hand...

good luck

1-2-2012

今天的日子很漂亮
但我的心情很不漂亮
很烦~~
在想如果我真的不再重友情的话会怎样？？
每次都是太顾朋友，自己弄到很狼狈~~
去了langkawi那天，如果我真的重友情的话
我肯定帮她挡，但现在的我慢慢在转变~~
对不起
不知道是怕她们醉还是我真的在转变~~
很乱~~

说真的，我真的很怕她们喝醉，她们女子叻~~
又同房~~怕人~~

我看我真的要一个人静一静`~~
看见别人可以随便的用钱
但我能吗？？
我不能，我想存钱买车~~
我要戒烟~~一定要~~

加油

干

看见了~~
累了~~
泪了~~
或许现在再也没有懂我的人~~
但我也不愿说~~


等吧~~最近察觉到病来了
毕竟我相信逃避不是好事~~
运动员的精神
不要轻言放弃，否则对不起自己~~
《MVP 情人》
如果有人问我说，要打比赛吗？练球吗？？
很想回答说：“好呀”
但我还能吗？？
kepong球队找我打友谊赛~~
我真的还能吗？？我敢吗？怕吗？