Confict

its doesnt matter of how am i going to decide of my future
but the problem is i always lack of money when i need it urgently.
i fed up with the so called management within that XXX...
i have feel no confident on it...
i think is time to give up~~
but is that possible ??

i am in mad everyday~~
i am moody everyday~~
what should i do to cure it??
HELLO~~
i am tired larh...

14/11/2012

瞬间~~本人即将迈向21岁了~~
之从和你分开后，
忘了那份快乐~~
多了忧愁~~

为何周围发生的任何事
都足以让我回忆起我们那丁点回忆~~
在家人和朋友面前都可以很快乐~~
但我真的快乐吗？
意味着能安慰失恋的人就真的能从悲伤的阴影走出来吗！！
其实我不能~~
寻找着一个快乐的天使
把我从这“烟霾”当中跨越出来~~
从我有记忆以来~~
只有你能让我在自愿拍照的情况下微笑~~

因为只有你喜欢哪傻傻的微笑~~

你说过，只要我快乐你就会快乐~~
但现在我们换个角度想想~~
若现在的你很快乐，
我答应不再出现在你的生活即使现在没有~~
我会一直记着你的微笑和声音
直到有个人愿意为我唱歌~~
愿意陪伴着我~~
骂我~~
咬我~~
我从不比较
但不代表我能忘记~~

我做不到~~我等着那个天使出现
陪着我走下去~~因为bii我不懂可以再撑几久~~

两年了~~经历了其他感情~~
难道我真的不能忘了你吗？
我好辛苦~~

你最喜欢的照片~~我会一直保存着

25-09-2012

Blogging in the moody situation....
it is not the first time...it just an infinity
After i found there are some compression on my nerve roots|
plus all my brother went to oversea i have no entertain in hometown...
i have no mood no dream in this life....
only thing i have is get use and make my friends stay happy

recently, i knew one girl that are so similar with girl..
the ways she deliver her message the ways she talks with me....
the ways she smile...
its recall my memories all the sudden...
its not her fault..she dun even know who is that girl i was mentioned...
i miss that girl..
unluckily this girl i choose to leave her on the next day
because i promise myself before i wont ever chat with a stranger girl
that with boy friend...she is the one...
i just stay tuned for these days then i will leave a message and dissapear..
hahhaha...she praised me cute today,,,
WTH...am i cute??i dun think so but anyways thanks for ur praising ya...xD

all of sudden,,,i am missing girl now...
hope to c u one more times in my life...juz once alright...

however...nitez girl...
stay healthy and pretty,,,

31-08-2012

今天是我国庆日
原以为朋友约了我去mixx庆祝生日
我定能赴约但谁知我在学校等了朋友两个小时
买了票回到家，朋友都出发了
剩下的只是我的躯壳，带来了寂寞无奈

所以我猛玩电脑谁知
看见了你和我一起时你部落格的背景
想起你了

茗，bii 想你了~~
不管我怎样开始一段感情都好
都忘记不了你
两年，已经要两年了难道真的放不下？

还记得我送你的最后东西吗？
竟然是面和巧克力
还记得那时你要考试了，
我拿了给你然后不久就分手了

girl, bii changes a lot within this two years...
                              ***yes, seems like i become more playful nowadays but it just a shadow, its used to  hide my sadness and loneliness...i have no quarrel with mummy somemore, i trying to talk peacefully with her, its work sometimes....hahahhahahaha..happy right?? u arh...izzit still the same like to eat nasi goreng...its not healthy girl...take good care of yourself ok?? i focus my time on working, studying and playing...and now BII is Missing you Girl...***


爸爸说公公应该不行了，最多几天罢了~~
还记得我说过吗？他想看见你~~
但应该没有希望了~~

中秋节要到了
还记得我们间的相遇吗？？
对你，或许已经忘了但对我而言
刻骨铭心
对不起
两年前的中秋节委屈你了~~


还记得吗？我到现在还收着原封不动
girl 送给我最灿烂的笑容
这是一个摸得到的笑容
或许你过得很好现在但bii 没地方发泄了
只好回来老地方了~~
这里再也没有人看到我写的东西，
followers 都看不见
告诉你哦~~
有人告诉我说， 我精神压力很大
说我必须放松自己~~

我不要上载之前的照片了
因为你已名花有主

girl, bii  离开的那一天希望你知道了
可以在远方告诉我， “我通过你了”

好了，我想休息了~~
晚安girl~~

7181

ya..i knew that..
i am actually wasting ur money on study...
i study so hard and work so hard just because of the rubbish cert..
my CGPA not as good as you wish to be but at least i could score 3 pointer...
u say i am wasting ur money...
if i am working, u r sitting toyota CAMRY now right??
u scold me like this...u r trying to convince me stop my study indirectly...

once i found one job that is suitable for those unskilled workers then i will stop my study...
as u like~~
dun trying to hurt me indirectly, its pain...
its ridiculous whenever i came back to hometown..
i lost my direction and freedom...

NAH

do u all know what is SATU Malaysia....
dun ever try to racist...
we are equal in this country except for those bumiputra....
u can try without chinese purchasing power in the market....
u could even bankruptcy, i tell you...
dun ever look down chinese..as usual, we never look down on malay..
we still can be friend with malay, why dont you??
hahaha....because u kepala sudah rosak..brainless....
i dun like people posting or sharing something that are related with the racist...
we all are still alive in this peaceful country without war and natural disasters..
u should thanks to ur relevant religious.

let me announced something, everyone knew that siapa pukul dulu siapa salah...
hey, come on dun break the rules and regulations that being set by the government...
Dun be silly....i found some of the news or post that been shared in facebook is ridiculous....
come on, 21st century ad...

sorry

i had tried my best..
but u never know it...
no ones will know it...
still hesitation about my future,,,
road to success always on my hand...

good luck