Forgive me

Zzz...
i come back 3 days but until now i only see jor u 5minutes....
i know u few week ago told me that this week u will quite busy with ur friend birthday...

however, i din blame u at all...
we quarrel jor bout 2 week, but problem never settle...
Today i wan find u talk bout this problem but i really tired....
so i ask u come my house find me coz i doe wan drive, it is danger...
when u sms me, actually i am sleeping but i try to wait u say yes...
Finally u didnt come...

Do you remember we first time dating at where mah??
i think u forgot ady....
u changes a lots and me too....
If u not like me please dun let me tolerate u and wait u...
i dun have much tears to drop....
Everything was too late...

All decison i will make it by tomorrow...

为了你，我什么都能迁就你
因为
我想为你好
或许
你不觉得但算了
毕竟
我什么都不告诉你，我自己拿来的！！！

祝你幸福，你身边有个很疼你的人，我知道你察觉了
也许你没想过我会知道
虽然我在很远读书但我还是很担心你所以多多少少都会懂
我知道我家境没有很好，样子不好看
但感觉来的时候怎样逃避都不是最好的解决方法
所以我选择面对

或许你觉得我很不了了解你但你错了...
你说谎骗过我，我不介意
但
你说谎的方式没改，
我觉得看穿都不要说穿因为我相信你
我写出来希望你会看，虽然我不知道会不会看但希望你知道了改过
毕竟不是每个人可以忍受的。。

最后，我想对你说：
“我真的爱你”/“对不起”。