Forgive me

Zzz...
i come back 3 days but until now i only see jor u 5minutes....
i know u few week ago told me that this week u will quite busy with ur friend birthday...

however, i din blame u at all...
we quarrel jor bout 2 week, but problem never settle...
Today i wan find u talk bout this problem but i really tired....
so i ask u come my house find me coz i doe wan drive, it is danger...
when u sms me, actually i am sleeping but i try to wait u say yes...
Finally u didnt come...

Do you remember we first time dating at where mah??
i think u forgot ady....
u changes a lots and me too....
If u not like me please dun let me tolerate u and wait u...
i dun have much tears to drop....
Everything was too late...

All decison i will make it by tomorrow...

为了你，我什么都能迁就你
因为
我想为你好
或许
你不觉得但算了
毕竟
我什么都不告诉你，我自己拿来的！！！

祝你幸福，你身边有个很疼你的人，我知道你察觉了
也许你没想过我会知道
虽然我在很远读书但我还是很担心你所以多多少少都会懂
我知道我家境没有很好，样子不好看
但感觉来的时候怎样逃避都不是最好的解决方法
所以我选择面对

或许你觉得我很不了了解你但你错了...
你说谎骗过我，我不介意
但
你说谎的方式没改，
我觉得看穿都不要说穿因为我相信你
我写出来希望你会看，虽然我不知道会不会看但希望你知道了改过
毕竟不是每个人可以忍受的。。

最后，我想对你说：
“我真的爱你”/“对不起”。

原来

原来人是能那么开心的

这几天很巧然的认识到一位小姐
虽然我不会形容她的为人但她散发出一种很特别的感觉

她特别友善，特别开朗，我们不算聊得来.....
但你伤心找她时，应该不会错了！！

哈哈~~不是很懂她是怎样的一个女孩
但是
请允许说句老套的话
很高兴认识你。哈哈

stress

lolz..2molo gonna be my last midterm exam for my degree year 1 sem1...
very tired and sienz....
luckily today got played dota v a pro that lead us to win....
haha...^^

quantitative techniques and accounting framework....here i come!!!
for those who sitting for the exam 2molo...
all gambateh a...^^+u+u
especially those 3 subject de....haha

算了好吗

你伤了我，
你让我的心情一天比一天糟
当然
我再也不会生气你了
我会一直一直....一直
的迁就你；让你

对不起....我想不到更好的方法让我珍惜你
我什么都不好
但
我对你的赤子之心永远都不会消失
哪怕有一天我离开了
我都会记得2008年10月13日的那一天
或许不是你给了彼此机会，只是上天用来考验我们
到了2009年1月5日那天，我们都玩完了。
直到现在我都不会忘记你对我做的事情
虽然我答应过你不再想
但
那确实是我受到最大的伤害


至今，你在我背后做什么事情我都不会想去理了
因为我的责任再也不是去爱你
而是保护你
我有自知之明，对不起

如果可以让你长大些，成长些，成熟些
我真的愿意被你伤害多一次

PAINFUL

I really been hurt by u after u told me everythings..
I am sorry
~he is my brother or friend even though i am not at hometown now....

I dunno why u want to do this type of things again!!
WHY??
u give me a good explanation can mah??
ya, i can accept ur current explanation but u think i am stupid ar...
i know still got somethings thats been hidden....

PLS...dun lie me anymore...i juz wan my life to be simple but u dun try to hurt again and again....
forgive me for posted it here...
but i also wan to express my feelings out only...

After i cut ur handphone, i immediate find somebody to relax because i really not happy..
i afraid if i staying at home, dunno what stupid things will i do....

i dunno what u wan from me, but for me i really nothing that are worth for u....

If u really love me!!!
pls, kill me asap...tired facing this type of problem everytimes
 

memories

Today i am happy and sad at the same time...
why???
actually i also doe no....
because my friend was brought me go to play futsal with his friends at ktar
after i played with them, i found that my stamina was drop seriously...
i cant even run more than half and hours...
well
i am enjoying playing with them at that moment....
they remind actually i still got a basketball team at hometown...
i miss the days that we all trained basketball together, we play around in stadium...
i am happy because i recall back my memories but on the others hand, i sad because i cant gather with them in short run...
i am home sick now....i wanna go back hometown as fast as possible...
i wan play basketball with them and talk cock also...

i miss my teammate...
i miss the time that we counting the score after a basketball match..(win de la...haha)
i miss the time after training we go to watch movie at DP with wearing the basketball shirt....
i miss the time we drink beer together....

BUT
now, everything was remain zero...singapore, kl and kampar...when we could have a gathering....??

wish: alex yong (4), jeffrey tan(13), albert chai (8), ivan tan(12)  be an effective stylist in the future
        lam  gor (5), kelvin tan(10) all the best in ur coming STPM....
        ah mo(11), finish ur on job training soon, be an effective business man...
        panda tan (15) fast fast graduate from ur engineering course...
        bui eh( 7) dun always fighting v other ar, slow down ur speed v ur motorcycle....
        rain xiao yu (14) ....dun drink too many beer hope u can find ur job soon
        duck (9) faster find a suitable job la...i know u at singapore now, take care
        me (6), dun too stress, all the best in exam....
        nickey tan( training partner)good luck in singapore saloons, next time help me cut lor...haha...

Hope PHANTOM members all the best....^^

不好的开始

虽然我很就没有更新我的部落格~今天更新真的纯属消遣
这次真的是要从零开始了
因为我的quantitative technique 竟然拿了可怕的23 分。
伤心叻！！
虽然之前考完后就觉得自己的分数不会很高
但真的是晴天霹雳叻！！
不过。。算了
我从现在开始努力就可以了咯（positive thinking,haha^^）

我已经很久没有回家了，忽然间真的很想家
家是个很舒服，很温馨的地方
毕竟有我的味道，哈哈
人家有酒是故乡浓；
我可以是“家有我才浓”
因为整个家就是我最吵，我最乱
想必我妈妈也很怀念我这个坏孩子.....
我答应，我一得空我就回去。。。。

真的是回家万岁！！