hard to make choice......

2010 is around the corner, i miss melaka.
I miss the feelings when we celebrated together at the Jonker Walk...
I cant go bek to Melaka this years because i HATE traffic jam
 it waste my time for PLAYING...
although my mum ask me to go back because i will be free for 3 days...
but i juz can tell her, i doe wan to go back this weekend
so SORRY...

ya, 2010 is around the corner but i doe no what should i do??
my huzmates ask me to go clubbing, my groupmates ask me to go The Lost World
or Penang for celebration....
i know clubbing is very "shuang", have many fun inside. it can let u enjoy when u are stress.
BUT
it spend a lot of money inside. >.<
 AND
Tambun The Lost World...
actually i wan to go de but i feel like too many people are going with u.
so that i not think that ur car can "fetch" so many people lo..
and add on i wan to join u all but doe no why i cant stop my feelings to think i go there for what..!!
is there wil make me feel happy ?
is there will make me feel relax?
i doe no , i really doe no.
actually, if i am not joining u also can go de arh..
nothing wrong de..
if u din join how about them wor..\
so pls think wisely before u take any action..^^

if go Penang, pls dun look at me, i wont join de..SORRY
i doe wan go too far for a celebration..
i know
is fantastic
is joyful
and is relax but for me i prefer stay at the Kampar.

recently, i am not happy..
i HATE myself...

at here,if i din join u all go to the New YEar...
1AM So0Rry..


p/s: sorry for any inconvenience cause..and i lazy to put color..
haiz..==

伤痕累累

好久不见，都不知彼之变得怎样了。
可能一路以来都是我做错了但这有什么用？到都来还是一场空。

之前是我不对，但都没办法，感觉来的时候都无法避免阿！！
宁可这样，那你还是讨厌我算了。
我不想再去想我们往后的日子将会是多么累和辛苦啊。
你还是放了我吧

我可以很绝很绝但人啊
往往都是输给自己的七情六欲。

对不起
我也是不想这样的！！
原谅我的无知
也原谅我的幼稚
原谅我的自私
原谅我
原谅我的过错。

对不起

xxx....

everything going to be finish soon. hope i can settle it ...

stay away from me "tiredness".

lazy to type out my feeling but until now i still doe no what i can for my else of my life...

sorry..nonsense

真的很久没来写自己的心情日记了。可能我懒惰吧。

蓝蓝的天空带来我们每天的新鲜感，有太阳就代表我们心中都有就会有曙光，我们才会对明天未来抱着希望。

如果有天我心中的太阳已经被摧毁了或灭了！

我还会是我吗？

我会变成怎么样？

最近，

我都对不起了很多人，可能他们觉得那不是一个问题可是往往人的观念是不同，

有些人可以很单纯

可是

有些人可以很成熟

有些人可以很幼稚

但

明天的明天还会一样的我吗？？

这永远将会埋没在我心中

因为 我永远都不能解决问题，我只会选择

逃避

可能我的心中就是那么脆弱

哪么小

那么简单

那么狭小

〉〉〉

我想起了很多事情

我觉得她没对不起我

或许从一开始我就不能喜欢他

因为我们

太

陌生了。

对不起

功课忙

压力来

金钱出

皮包空

很堕弱

很可怜。。。

死神，放了我好吗？

做个好人很难吗？

为何我就是提不起勇气放下 放下 放下。

我又真的很坏吗？

有谁能给我一个明确的答案，其实这都没有

对不起，健

sorry..

very tired

hihi...long time din come n write my blog liao..
this few week was happening many unhapppy thing on me.everyday have to go school and do homework.is very suck for me.i am very tired with all the assignment and report.somemore presentation.

me at here was almost 10 week liao ...tired sian...now going to week 9 liao...just yesterday pass up 2 assignment and i have to pass up two more assignement and 1 talk show outline.luckily tis week no exam, if not i will die at my hostel.

this week do my assignment until midnight then only wan start reading my midterm test...is quiet hard for me to focus when i wan to study coz is very tired.read until 5 someting oli wan to sleep but no finish reading , then early morning wan go to skol pass up my assignment, totally is no time for me to read.haiz....after pass up, about 11am,only have time to study.but my exam is 12pm le,???
so i am "dying" in lecturer hall.everyting have to do..who am i??
everybody thought that we are spiderman,not need rest de..but i know we cant manage our time properly la so juz cause this type of thing happen..but not my fault wat,suddenly wan to redo the report coz they say alll wrong so wat can i do o..one ting can do is redo then changes all the ting....one person rewrite all thing in 1day,somemore wan exam. so DIE lo./haiz...no mood to recall back all the thing..
only i can say is very tired in universiti life.luckily my housemates had buy a bunny put in the house.sometimes when fell boring then juz play v the bunny.haha^^
is cute okay??cute leok la.that all i wan to say.gambateh for me.going to finish this sem..

tired..

wanna cry

this week was my third week in my university life... in this 1st three week my life is quite simple,i can do wat i wanna do coz i am nothing to do at home.....but,when until this week,damn........many assigment have to do,2day when i was finished my lecturer class for my math in business,my friend was calling me and say that they wan to discuss ours accounting assigment...walao, i was so sleepy u know,but as a group leader so i have to go coz if i din go,i doe no wat they will discuss n wat point they wil use.....haiz....my life is boring.....omg,when i wan to discuss v them, they o are very quite,until i felt very tired.haiz....after that i juz told them each one get one point n try to elaborate it.finally,they accepted what i said....haha..^^wow..fantastic....happy nie....

2nite my housemate say wan to go out eat at the hotel here...i was agree coz i am hungry wat...so i juz follow them go out lo.....haiz...they juz sit there n waiting for the dinner....boring,....ok la....i doe wan to type liao la....sienzz.....i sad u know
bb...